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So I just read a journal entry that kinda pissed me off. It was about respect in fandom. A fandom in which I was heavily involved in too. I know that I started the drama I was involved in, but where was my respect after I apologized? Yeah, I apologized and it got me nowhere. There were things said and done to me that made me feel it wasn't even necessary for me to apologize, yet I did it to be the bigger person. And when I asked if I was going to get an apology I was told no because they weren't sorry for telling me to kill myself. And at the time that they told me to kill myself, I actually attempted suicide. Obviously it didn't work. I'm still here.

I don't understand why this girl gets backed up on the respect issue when most of the people that backed her up are the people that couldn't respect me. It angers me and it upsets me. But the thing is, it shouldn't because I like the fandoms I'm playing around in now, that actually show respect to people, except for that one anonymous comment I got. But people stuck up for me after I got that comment, even tho I'm pretty sure the girl who stuck up for me didn't like the story either. But she did it because she's a friend and felt the comment was uncalled for.

I'm not sure what I'm even trying to say here. I guess the point is, if you want other people to respect you, you should show some respect too. The fandom that this whole thing is about, they act very... high school. All banning together for the purpose of excluding others when someone does something wrong to ONE person. It makes no sense since most of the girls in this fandom are out of high school and some are even out of college.

It's been almost four months and I haven't really talked to any of the girls in this fandom. And I've pretty much dumped the fandom just because I can't deal with those girls. Yeah, at one point, I wanted to get back in with them, but the thing is... I don't want them to gang up on me again if I disagree with something. I don't want to be banned from things just because I speak my mind in a journal entry because of something that happened that was kind of upsetting to me. Did they ever think I write these entries to get things off my chest in order to deal with it and move past it? Probably not and highly doubtful.

Respect is a two way street. And if this post makes them feel like I'm disrespecting them, then so be it because like I said, it doesn't really matter if I get back in with that clique. Srsly. Another thing that was said in this post that I read is that the fandom is small enough and we should be encouraging each other and not excluding. Well, what the hell did they do to me? Even after I apologized? Even after almost four months of leaving them all alone and not butting in on anything and just... everything.

In my honest opinion... Fandom sucks and fandom is great. There's always going to be those people that aren't respectful of others' decisions to write what they want, the way they want or even have respect to let people disagree with things that are scheduled / handled / or what not. It doesn't mean we hate you, just because we disagree. And yes, people are allowed to complain about things that they don't like or that irk them. It doesn't mean they're being disrespectful, not necessarily. It just means they don't like something and they need to vent. And I'm sure there are plenty of you out there that need to vent about things sometimes and you mean no disrespect.
writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title/Chapter: Trapped Inside Your Eyes (05/?)
Author: amanda: jaclyn’s twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson
Rating: NC-17 (yeah, you heard right)
P.O.V.: switches back and forth but is clearly marked.
Word Count: 3,337
Previous Chapters
Notes: Sequel to Breaking Free. Starts about two weeks after Breaking Free ends.
Other Notes: Title comes from the song Time for Miracles
Summary: Andy has been keeping a secret. She cut off all ties with her best friend Zac just to keep this secret under wraps. What happens when the cat’s out of the bag? Whose lives will she take down in the process?

 

Chapter Five )

 


writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title/Chapter: Trapped Inside Your Eyes (04/?)
Author: amanda: jaclyn’s twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson
Rating: R - strong language
P.O.V.: switches back and forth but is clearly marked.
Word Count: 1,492
Previous Chapters
Notes: Sequel to Breaking Free. Starts about two weeks after Breaking Free ends.
Other Notes: Title comes from the song Time for Miracles
Summary: Andy has been keeping a secret. She cut off all ties with her best friend Zac just to keep this secret under wraps. What happens when the cat’s out of the bag? Whose lives will she take down in the process?

 

Chapter Four )

 


writefiction: (Taylor Crush)

Title/Chapter: Trapped Inside Your Eyes (03/?)
Author: amanda: jaclyn’s twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson
Rating: PG cuz they say hell
P.O.V.: switches back and forth but is clearly marked.
Word Count: 1,189
Previous Chapters
Notes:
Sequel to Breaking Free. Starts about two weeks after Breaking Free ends.
Other Notes: Title comes from the song Time for Miracles
Even More Notes: As I was writing chapter four last night I was not happy because I thought the story was almost over. But then this morning I woke up and had a brilliant idea to add to the plot! I was so excited that I got out the lappy and began to add note cards to my plot in SuperNoteCards. Now all I need to do is add cards for the end and the entire plot will be worked out. But I'm happy for now with what I have. Now I must go back to writing!!!!!
Summary: Andy has been keeping a secret. She cut off all ties with her best friend Zac just to keep this secret under wraps. What happens when the cat’s out of the bag? Whose lives will she take down in the process?

 

Chapter Three )

 


writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title/Chapter: Trapped Inside Your Eyes (02/?)
Author: amanda: jaclyn’s twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson
Rating: R - for an eff word.
P.O.V.: switches back and forth but is clearly marked.
Word Count: 2,405 - it's a long one!
Previous Chapters
Notes: Sequel to Breaking Free. Starts about two weeks after Breaking Free ends.
Other Notes: Title comes from the song Time for Miracles
Summary: Andy has been keeping a secret. She cut off all ties with her best friend Zac just to keep this secret under wraps. What happens when the cat’s out of the bag? Whose lives will she take down in the process?

 

Chapter Two )

 


writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title/Chapter: Trapped Inside Your Eyes
Author: amanda: jaclyn’s twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson
Rating: R
P.O.V.: switches back and forth but is clearly marked.
Notes: Sequel to Breaking Free. Starts about two weeks after Breaking Free ends.
Other Notes: Title comes from the song Time for Miracles
Summary: Andy has been keeping a secret. She cut off all ties with her best friend Zac just to keep this secret under wraps. What happens when the cat’s out of the bag? Whose lives will she take down in the process?


CHAPTER ONE // CHAPTER TWO // CHAPTER THREE // CHAPTER FOUR // CHAPTER FIVE


writefiction: (Zaylor)
damn. I couldn't help myself. I just finished the first chapter of the sequel and decided I just HAD to post it. I'm all excited to write this and have you read it. So here it is!

& & & & &

Title/Chapter: Trapped Inside Your Eyes
Author: amanda: jaclyn’s twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson
Rating: G - no bad words or anything.
P.O.V.: switches back and forth but is clearly marked.
Word Count: 1,061
Notes: Sequel to Breaking Free. Starts about two weeks after Breaking Free ends.
Other Notes: Title comes from the song Time for Miracles
Summary: Andy has been keeping a secret. She cut off all ties with her best friend Zac just to keep this secret under wraps. What happens when the cat’s out of the bag? Whose lives will she take down in the process?

 

Chapter One )

 


writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title/Chapter: Breaking Free (Epilogue)
Author: amanda: jaclyn's twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson
Rating: NC-17 over-all
Word Count: 831 (yeah, it’s short)
Previous Chapters
P.O.V.: switches back and forth but is clearly marked.
Notes: AU-ish. No Natalie, Ezra, Ellie etc. And they still live in Tulsa. And the story starts in May 2003.
Other Notes: So here it is, the end. It's been a long time coming and I'm glad I've finally finished this story. But don't worry, a sequel will be coming soon! I'd just like to thank everyone who's been reading and commenting. It means a lot :)
Summary: Breaking Free is a tale of two brothers who fall in love and the struggles to make it work. Can they make it last a lifetime? Or will the relationship crash and burn?

 

The End )

 


writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title/Chapter: Breaking Free (44/44+Epilogue)
Author: amanda: jaclyn's twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson
Rating: NC-17 over-all
Word Count: 1,925
Previous Chapters
P.O.V.: switches back and forth but is clearly marked.
Notes: AU-ish. No Natalie, Ezra, Ellie etc. And they still live in Tulsa. And the story starts in May 2003.
Summary: Breaking Free is a tale of two brothers who fall in love and the struggles to make it work. Can they make it last a lifetime? Or will the relationship crash and burn?

Chapter 44 )

writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title/Chapter: Breaking Free (43/44+Epilogue)
Author: amanda: jaclyn's twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson, Zac/OFC: Andy
Rating: NC-17 over-all
Word Count: 1,838
Previous Chapters
P.O.V.: switches back and forth but is clearly marked.
Notes: AU-ish. No Natalie, Ezra, Ellie etc. And they still live in Tulsa. And the story starts in May 2003.
Other Notes: This story is coming to an end I'm sad to say. After the next chapter there will be an epilogue and you know what that means. But don't give up hope for a sequel! Although I've got some challenges I need to work on before I can start on it... or not ;)
Summary: Breaking Free is a tale of two brothers who fall in love and the struggles to make it work. Can they make it last a lifetime? Or will the relationship crash and burn? 

Chapter 43 )

 

writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title/Chapter: Breaking Free (42/?)
Author: amanda: jaclyn's twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson
Rating: NC-17 over-all
Word Count: 1,210
Previous Chapters
P.O.V.: switches back and forth but is clearly marked.
Notes: AU-ish. No Natalie, Ezra, Ellie etc. And they still live in Tulsa. And the story starts in May 2003.
Summary: Breaking Free is a tale of two brothers who fall in love and the struggles to make it work. Can they make it last a lifetime? Or will the relationship crash and burn? 

 

Chapter 42! )

 


writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title/Chapter: Breaking Free (41/?)
Author: amanda: jaclyn's twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson, Zac/OFC: Andy
Rating: NC-17 over-all
Word Count: 2,957
Previous Chapters
P.O.V.: switches back and forth but is clearly marked.
Notes: AU-ish. No Natalie, Ezra, Ellie etc. And they still live in Tulsa. And the story starts in May 2003.
Summary: Breaking Free is a tale of two brothers who fall in love and the struggles to make it work. Can they make it last a lifetime? Or will the relationship crash and burn?
 

 

Chapter 41 )

 


writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title/Chapter: Breaking Free (40/?)
Author: amanda: jaclyn's twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson, Zac/OFC: Andy
Rating: NC-17 over-all
Word Count: 3,319
Previous Chapters
P.O.V.: switches back and forth but is clearly marked.
Notes: AU-ish. No Natalie, Ezra, Ellie etc. And they still live in Tulsa. And the story starts in May 2003.
Summary: Breaking Free is a tale of two brothers who fall in love and the struggles to make it work. Can they make it last a lifetime? Or will the relationship crash and burn? 

 

Chapter Forty )

 


writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title/Chapter: Breaking Free (39/?)
Author: amanda: jaclyn's twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson, Zac/OFC: Andy
Rating: NC-17 over-all
Word Count: 3,416
Previous Chapters
P.O.V.: switches back and forth but is clearly marked.
Notes: AU-ish. No Natalie, Ezra, Ellie etc. And they still live in Tulsa. And the story starts in May 2003.
Summary: Breaking Free is a tale of two brothers who fall in love and the struggles to make it work. Can they make it last a lifetime? Or will the relationship crash and burn?

 

 

Chapter Thirty-Nine )

 


writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title/Chapter: Breaking Free (38/?)
Author: amanda: jaclyn's twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson, Zac/OFC: Andy
Rating: NC-17 over-all
Word Count: 1,907
Previous Chapters
P.O.V.: switches back and forth but is clearly marked.
Notes: AU-ish. No Natalie, Ezra, Ellie etc. And they still live in Tulsa. And the story starts in May 2003.
Summary: Breaking Free is a tale of two brothers who fall in love and the struggles to make it work. Can they make it last a lifetime? Or will the relationship crash and burn?

 

 

Chapter Thirty-Eight )

 


writefiction: (Zaylor)
Holy shit it's a new chapter of Breaking Free!!!!! While archiving my fiction, I decided to start writing in this again because I'd REALLY like to finish it. I'm trying to accomplish something big. So here it is.

Title/Chapter: Breaking Free (37/?)
Author: amanda: jaclyn's twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson
Rating: NC-17 over-all
Word Count: 2,345
Previous Chapters
Notes
: AU-ish. No Natalie, Ezra, Ellie etc. And they still live in Tulsa. And the story starts in May 2003.
Other Notes: This was supposed to be an epilogue, but damnit, it changed itself into a new chapter!
Summary: Breaking Free is a tale of two brothers who fall in love and the struggles to make it work. Can they make it last a lifetime? Or will the relationship crash and burn?



Chapter Thirty-Seven )

 


writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title/Chapter: These Memories, I Still Feel Them on My Lips (complete)
Author: amanda: jaclyn's twin sister 
Pairing: Zaylor, Taylor/Natalie 
Rating: R over-all 
Notes: Takes place in the year 2009
P.O.V.: First Person, Zac Hanson
Summary: After a falling-out between the two youngest members of the brotherly trio, Hanson, the band is no more. Zac and Taylor will not speak to each other, nor have they in over two years. But when one of them falls ill and only has three days to live, will the other come running back with open arms? Or will he say, Good Riddance?

 


writefiction: (Zaylor)

So a while ago the Renee's said they wouldn't mind reading a Zaylor if it was based on the psychology of why a person would be interested in having that kind of incestual relationship with their brother.

Well I've been tossing and turning for two hours now, restless as all hell, when I thought that maybe this story could be fun to write. Idk. It'll involve a lot of research if anyone wants to help in that department of things. I probably won't start writing till I've got some concrete facts down to get me started.

Would anyone read this?

Posted via LiveJournal.app.

writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title / Chapter: Yeah, Baby, Dead Serious (01/01)
Author: amanda: jaclyn’s twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor
Rating: Light PG for language
P.O.V.: First Person, Zac
Notes: Songfic that WOULDNOT get out of my head. It’s all Taylor Hanson’s fault.
Summary: A series of events in which Zac doesn’t believe Taylor’s sincerity…


SONG CREDIT
Song:
Dead Serious
Band: Tinted Windows
Album: Tinted Windows



 

I'm serious. Yeah, baby, dead serious..... )
writefiction: (Zaylor)

Title/Chapter: Kiss (01/01)
Author: amanda: jaclyn's twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor (zac / taylor)
Rating: Very Light PG
Notes:
Writing Prompt #090: kiss
My Table

Comments = Love


 

PROMPT 090: kiss )

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