And I ran, I ran so far away.....had to get away

[writefiction]

I ran away from home last night.

I ran as far as I could.

I ran from my mother.

I ran from my emotions.

I ran from the frustration and the tears.

I ran to Jaci and she saved me.

She made me smile and laugh and blow my money on clothes.

I didn't need those close per say, but I bought them.

I've been home since 9:30 this morning.

My mom and I are acting like nothing happened.

She thinks I flipped out on her b/c I was upset over something and I was taking it out on her.

She flipped out on me b/c I told her to shut up while I was on the phone.

I laid in my bed and cried.

I told her to leave me alone and she just yelled at me some more.

I wanna move out, but I can't make it on my own.

I would starve if I left home.

I would never clean my house.

I would never leave my house.

I would shrivel up and die.

So I stay here, wanting to get away, needing to get away.

But I can't.

I'm stuck.

Someone save me.

Can you hear my SOS?

Comments

[dessilyn.livejournal.com]

Roommates can be godsends, but you need to know how to pick them. Ren and I have made a few oopsies, a few good choices that ended because of okay reasons.

I want you out of there. Please find someone. Please. I'd save you, but I cannot...

Love you girlie.

[chameleon-18.livejournal.com]

if i lived in new hampshire i would so say, "hey let's get a place and run away from home!" but alas i live in illinois, and have no money to go anywhere. :( i know how that feels though.

:hugs: