It wasn't really about losing her. It was more along the lines of I was feeling like a complete loser and then her cutting me from her friends list was like this huge reinforcement. Like, See you ARE a big fat loser. Everything Nessa said was true. You're a waste of space.
I actually don't care all that much about her cutting me. Mostly I had her as a friend bc of her fiction and she doesn't write anymore. Most of her real life posts just pissed me off.
But don't worry. I'm not going to do anything to myself. I'm just going to eat a lot of chocolate and hope that helps.
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Date: February 16th, 2010 02:45 pm (UTC)I actually don't care all that much about her cutting me. Mostly I had her as a friend bc of her fiction and she doesn't write anymore. Most of her real life posts just pissed me off.
But don't worry. I'm not going to do anything to myself. I'm just going to eat a lot of chocolate and hope that helps.