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• 00:12 @duckynz which DVD? #
• 00:17 @duckynz I'm soooooooo not nighting right now. It's 1:18 am & I'm still awake :/ #
• 00:25 @nissanicole :) ur welcome & thnx 2 u 2. My bby was old & sickly & had a bad <3 since birth. Now I have Buddy twitpic.com/20ucv #
• 08:16 Watching Ellen also following Ellen: @TheEllenShow #
• 08:58 Bonnie Hunt is coming on. I don't know who is on the show today. I hope it's someone good. smallville & supernatural are ALL NEW tonight! #
• 09:01 JEFFERY DEAN MORGAN! on Bonnie! #
• 10:48 Once again I can't stay awake. I missed just about all of Bonnie Hunt. But I *did* get to see JDM :D #
• 11:24 needs to write in her TH Bday challenge fic, but has no inspiration :/ #
• 11:25 @dahlila that is completely awesome! #
• 12:23 should really be getting ready for my 3:45 cholesterol clinic appointment but is procrastinating... as usual. #
• 12:47 @nissanicole my cat (buddy) likes to get in a certain chair in the livingroom & chase his tail. I'm pretty sure he thinks he's a dog. #
• 13:14 @nissanicole freaking adorable!!!!! #
• 13:14 Is going to shower & get ready for appointment #
• 14:12 All showered. Dressed. Hair straightened #
• 16:45 @nisforneville I know what u mean! Sometimes I can only tell a song by what the words are #
• 16:47 All my blood work was awesome and I've lost 8 pounds since December! #
• 19:14 @nissanicole aw I think Pricilla is a good name. It's a cute name for a rat #
• 19:16 New episode of Smallville! Yay! Now if I could get my mom to stop singing Stevie Wonder in the background #
• 19:49 Buddy is being the biggest troublemaker ever. But it's cuz he's hungry so I fed him. That should keep him happy for a while #
• 20:02 Yay! New Supernatural! #
• 22:19 @nisforneville I almost died with all the references! It was so awesome. And what's with Alastair talking like the godfather? #
• 22:23 @OkieOConnell so what'd u think of the episode? And what u said about the Camden public library, is that Camden Maine? #

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Here's an update on my life

So today I went to the cholesterol clinic. My blood tests were good, only one thing went up but just a little so it's in the right range still. Also, I've lost eight pounds since December or did she say May? Anyway January 2008 or maybe the December before, I was 181lbs. I am now 168lbs. So that made me feel pretty good.

Speaking of feeling good...... Wednesday my mom & I got haircuts. My cut was based off a style Ashlee Simpson had when her hair was black and all blunt edges and all razored. My hair looks awesome and I can't wait to show you.

Also, I didn't win any of the awards I was nominated for in the Hanfic Genre Challenge. I was nominated five times but didn't win any. :/

I also think Buddy needs a friend. He's the biggest trouble maker lately. He's jumping on the table and eating the plants and playing with my mom's knitting. First I thought it was because he was hungry. He usually starts acting out when he's hungry; chewing on things and playing with things he's not supposed to play with. He has his own toys he can play with. Maybe I need to get some chew toys for him. Or just more toys in general. I don't know. Maybe he just needs a friend. But my mom definitely will not go for that. But Buddy was used to living with ya know ten other cats. Now he's just got me 24/7 and my mom after work. I don't know.

I haven't quite decided between a refurbished laptop or a brand new netbook. I've found some good prices on both. But seriously, we also need to get a wireless router. I've found some good prices on those too. I found one laptop that once I cash my bday check from my grammie with all I've saved my mom would only have to pay...... Let me check the calculater. The guesstimate is $145 and trust me, she has the money. But then again we're trying to save up for a house. Also that 145 includes the wireless router. So it's not that bad. I think I might want a refurbished laptop instead of a new netbook b/c I want a bigger screen. But who knows. We'll just have to wait and see. I just hope it doesn't take too much longer. My mom always gets nervous with big ticket items where as I if it's something I've wanted for years as soon as I get the money and find the specific one I want, I buy it. I've come to this point in my life where I want to have nice things and I sometimes have money for those things so I buy them. What's wrong with that? I won't buy anything for a whole month just so I can have $80 to put towards saving for a laptop or netbook.

Oy vey it's late. I need to get to bed. I'll talk to u in the morning.

P.S. I'm going to see my PCP tomorrow... er today really. I'm going to try the Chantix again. A carton of my cheap brand of cigarettes went from $37.49 to $44.59 in, like, two weeks. Srsly. I really can't afford to smoke anymore. I told my mom I was never going to smoke a cig that costs over 40 bucks. I think it's funny that the day before I go to my dr to ask for help with my nicotine addiction that they finally went over $40

Goodnight for real now
XoXo

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I FOUND ONE!

So I found the perfect laptop. It's a refurbished Dell & it's Sunshine Yellow. It's $419 with 3GB of memory and 250 (can't remember if it's mb or gb) harddrive. I wanted a Flamingo Pink one but they don't have one under $500 in the style I want or with the size harddrive. But I like the sunshine yellow color too. It's bright and pretty. Plus it's free shipping&handling until April 30th! So the computer is really only $419! It makes me happy. :D I also did the math and after all the money I've saved my mom will only have to pay $74 but that doesn't include a wireless router. But still! I'm very excited. I really hope I can get it.

In other news... I'm going to see my PCP today. I'm going to ask her about taking Chantix again. The first time I took it I got severly depressed. But this time it's Spring and my emotional state is always better during the warm weather. Plus I'm taking better medication for my depression. Also this time we know what to look for. And in the first six weeks I went from a pack and a half a day to a quarter of a pack a day. And that was before I had the depressive side effect. I'm thinking when I get down that far I could switch out the Chantix for, like, the lozenges or something. I don't like the gum. It tastes like pepper. But the hard candies might too because of the nicotine. But I'll have to wait and see what Kim says. I hope she'll be cool with it. Last time when I came off it she said I could always try it again and maybe not take the higher dose. General idea is that smaller dose will have less side effects.

I really want to take it again because I really want to quit smoking. I can't continue to do it financially or physically. In just the first six weeks of taking it last time my dr said she could already hear my lungs healing. And I could feel it. I was doing karaoke at the time and I noticed I could hold notes longer and sing longer without having an asthmatic coughing fit. I didn't even even cough all winter when I went out in the cold. It was so nice. I want that again. I used to be able to swim almost the entire length of the pool at the Raquet Club under water on one breath. I can barely go five feet now. And most of that five feet is just a push off from the wall. I'll be so excited when I can do that again. I love to swim but it actually makes my heart race b/c I have such a hard time breathing. I think that's part of the reason I'm not active: I can't breathe.

Hopefully things will go well today. It probably will. Kim will be excited about the weight loss and how much better I'm doing emotionally too. She's so cool b/c she genuinely cares about her patients and not just because it's what she's paid to do. It's nice to have a doctor that actually cares about how you're doing. I've known some that are just like, You're a waste of time. I'm only here because I'm being paid. It really makes you not want to see them. But it's hard when they're the only one available to see.

Anyway... My appointment isn't until 4:15pm. So I have a lot of time to procrastinate. LOL.

Well, I should get back to writing. I need to finish the hancestical TH birthday challenge. It's due this weekend.

Talk to you later.

xoxo

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