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writefictionWill someone go to Burlington Coat Factory in my place with my mom?
It's all rainy and dark and gloomy out. I don't want to shower or dress or get up off the couch. I just want to stay curled up in a ball and do nothing.... and possibly eat some fries from McDonald's.
I'm not liking this every-other-day-depression crap. It's annoying the shit out of me. Plus, I'm scared of going into a bad depression. Last year it took so long to come out of. I don't need this right now. I was actually starting to feel amazing due to thyroid medication that was giving me more energy and actually helping with the depression. But now it's getting darker earlier and one day it's 90º and the next it's below 40º and it's freaking out my mental health system.
I wish it was summer again.
It's all rainy and dark and gloomy out. I don't want to shower or dress or get up off the couch. I just want to stay curled up in a ball and do nothing.... and possibly eat some fries from McDonald's.
I'm not liking this every-other-day-depression crap. It's annoying the shit out of me. Plus, I'm scared of going into a bad depression. Last year it took so long to come out of. I don't need this right now. I was actually starting to feel amazing due to thyroid medication that was giving me more energy and actually helping with the depression. But now it's getting darker earlier and one day it's 90º and the next it's below 40º and it's freaking out my mental health system.
I wish it was summer again.
