Repost of "Breaking Free"
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writefictionTitle/Chapter: Breaking Free (11/?)
Author: amanda: jaclyn's twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson
Rating: over-all NC-17
Notes: AU-ish. No Natalie, Ezra, Ellie etc. And they still live in Tulsa. And the story starts in May 2003.
Summary: It's Zaylor, do you really need to know more?
Previous Chapters
Other Notes: Last one for now. I have to shower and get dressed. But seriously. Check out the songs I've been posting as "Zaylor Songs" b/c they really ARE Zaylor Songs! lol I'm a dork.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
Taylor's POV
"I love you, Tay," Zac says quietly. I smile to myself, giving my little brother a squeeze around the middle.
"I love you too," I tell him. If only he knew the truth to it.
"No," he says, shaking his head. "Not like that." I pull back to look at him. What is he talking about?
"I don't get it," I tell him, confused. He sighs and rubs his face.
"This is so hard for me to do because it's you, Taylor. I'm in love with you."
My jaw drops and I swear my heart skips three entire beats. He did not just say that. But... HE DID! He's in love with me! I think my heart's going to burst!
Zac is now staring at the headrest of the driver's seat and he's crying. I scoot closer to him. Then I turn his face towards mine. I wipe at his tears and say,
"Please don't cry."
"I can't help it," he mutters.
I climb into Zac's lap and hug him tightly.
"There's no need to cry," I whisper, kissing his neck lightly.
"Taylor," Zac groans. I tug on his earlobe with my teeth and kiss over his jaw.
"What?" I ask, looking into his teary brown eyes.
"Why are you doing this to me?" My brother looks miserable. But he won't be for long.
I brush my lips over Zac's and wipe away the tears that continue to fall.
"It's my turn," I tell him. "You told me who you're in love with. So now I'm going to tell you." Zac just stares at me. I look down for a moment, then back at my brother.
"I thought you'd hate me," I say. "But can you really hate the guy you're in love with when he feels the same way?"
Zac blinks.
"What?"
"You're my whole world, Zac," I tell him. "I've been in love with you since I was seventeen years old."
"You, you have?" Zac asks. I nod with a smile, suddenly feeling shy.
"It's the reason I cry just about every time we fight," I tell him. "And it's the reason I can't be mad at you for long."
"Are you sure you're not pulling my leg?" Zac asks. I laugh.
"Zac, Baby, would I do this if I was pulling your leg?" I counter, leaning in to kiss him. I move my lips gently against his. After a moment he joins in, his lips moving with mine.
I pull back, placing random kisses all over his face. Then I lean my forehead against his.
"I love you, Zac. I've wanted to tell you for so long," I say. Zac smiles then. He actually smiles.
"I was so scared," he whispers.
"I was too," I tell him. "I thought you'd be disgusted and hate me. And that was something I just couldn't handle." Zac smiles.
"I know how that feels."
I lay my head on his shoulder, hugging him around the middle.
"I don't know about you, but I think my stress level has gone down by a hundred and fifty percent," I say. Zac laughs.
"Yeah, I think I could say the same," he replies. I nuzzle his neck.
"I love you," I whisper.
"I love you too," Zac whispers back. All I can do is smile.
Zac's POV
"I don't know about you, but I think my stress level has gone down by a hundred and fifty percent," Taylor says. I laugh.
"Yeah, I think I could say the same," I tell him. He nuzzles my neck.
"I love you," he whispers. I smile to myself. Hearing those words from his lips is the best thing I've ever heard.
"I love you too," I reply softly. Saying that has never felt so right before. "I meant those things I said before," I tell my brother.
"What things?" he asks.
"About you being amazing and beautiful," I answer. "I meant every last word of it." Taylor squeezes me.
"I think you're the amazing and beautiful one," he says.
I dig my fingers into Taylor's soft blond locks. I scratch his scalp lightly, making him purr.
"What're we going to do now?" I ask quietly. Taylor lifts his head to look at me.
"I just want to be with you, Zac," he tells me. "Do, do you want to be with me?" I nudge his nose with mine.
"Of course I do. It's what I've always hoped for."
"Maybe we should go home," Taylor suggests. "Then we can figure everything out." I nod.
"Okay. But can you do one thing for me first?" I ask. Taylor nods.
"Sure."
"Will you kiss me?" A wide smile appears on my brother's face. Then he presses his soft lips to mine. I close my eyes, enjoying the way his kiss makes me feel.
Comments?
Author: amanda: jaclyn's twin sister
Pairing: Zaylor Hanson
Rating: over-all NC-17
Notes: AU-ish. No Natalie, Ezra, Ellie etc. And they still live in Tulsa. And the story starts in May 2003.
Summary: It's Zaylor, do you really need to know more?
Previous Chapters
Other Notes: Last one for now. I have to shower and get dressed. But seriously. Check out the songs I've been posting as "Zaylor Songs" b/c they really ARE Zaylor Songs! lol I'm a dork.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
Taylor's POV
"I love you, Tay," Zac says quietly. I smile to myself, giving my little brother a squeeze around the middle.
"I love you too," I tell him. If only he knew the truth to it.
"No," he says, shaking his head. "Not like that." I pull back to look at him. What is he talking about?
"I don't get it," I tell him, confused. He sighs and rubs his face.
"This is so hard for me to do because it's you, Taylor. I'm in love with you."
My jaw drops and I swear my heart skips three entire beats. He did not just say that. But... HE DID! He's in love with me! I think my heart's going to burst!
Zac is now staring at the headrest of the driver's seat and he's crying. I scoot closer to him. Then I turn his face towards mine. I wipe at his tears and say,
"Please don't cry."
"I can't help it," he mutters.
I climb into Zac's lap and hug him tightly.
"There's no need to cry," I whisper, kissing his neck lightly.
"Taylor," Zac groans. I tug on his earlobe with my teeth and kiss over his jaw.
"What?" I ask, looking into his teary brown eyes.
"Why are you doing this to me?" My brother looks miserable. But he won't be for long.
I brush my lips over Zac's and wipe away the tears that continue to fall.
"It's my turn," I tell him. "You told me who you're in love with. So now I'm going to tell you." Zac just stares at me. I look down for a moment, then back at my brother.
"I thought you'd hate me," I say. "But can you really hate the guy you're in love with when he feels the same way?"
Zac blinks.
"What?"
"You're my whole world, Zac," I tell him. "I've been in love with you since I was seventeen years old."
"You, you have?" Zac asks. I nod with a smile, suddenly feeling shy.
"It's the reason I cry just about every time we fight," I tell him. "And it's the reason I can't be mad at you for long."
"Are you sure you're not pulling my leg?" Zac asks. I laugh.
"Zac, Baby, would I do this if I was pulling your leg?" I counter, leaning in to kiss him. I move my lips gently against his. After a moment he joins in, his lips moving with mine.
I pull back, placing random kisses all over his face. Then I lean my forehead against his.
"I love you, Zac. I've wanted to tell you for so long," I say. Zac smiles then. He actually smiles.
"I was so scared," he whispers.
"I was too," I tell him. "I thought you'd be disgusted and hate me. And that was something I just couldn't handle." Zac smiles.
"I know how that feels."
I lay my head on his shoulder, hugging him around the middle.
"I don't know about you, but I think my stress level has gone down by a hundred and fifty percent," I say. Zac laughs.
"Yeah, I think I could say the same," he replies. I nuzzle his neck.
"I love you," I whisper.
"I love you too," Zac whispers back. All I can do is smile.
Zac's POV
"I don't know about you, but I think my stress level has gone down by a hundred and fifty percent," Taylor says. I laugh.
"Yeah, I think I could say the same," I tell him. He nuzzles my neck.
"I love you," he whispers. I smile to myself. Hearing those words from his lips is the best thing I've ever heard.
"I love you too," I reply softly. Saying that has never felt so right before. "I meant those things I said before," I tell my brother.
"What things?" he asks.
"About you being amazing and beautiful," I answer. "I meant every last word of it." Taylor squeezes me.
"I think you're the amazing and beautiful one," he says.
I dig my fingers into Taylor's soft blond locks. I scratch his scalp lightly, making him purr.
"What're we going to do now?" I ask quietly. Taylor lifts his head to look at me.
"I just want to be with you, Zac," he tells me. "Do, do you want to be with me?" I nudge his nose with mine.
"Of course I do. It's what I've always hoped for."
"Maybe we should go home," Taylor suggests. "Then we can figure everything out." I nod.
"Okay. But can you do one thing for me first?" I ask. Taylor nods.
"Sure."
"Will you kiss me?" A wide smile appears on my brother's face. Then he presses his soft lips to mine. I close my eyes, enjoying the way his kiss makes me feel.
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Date: May 25th, 2008 05:47 am (UTC)