Accepting Trust - Ch. 14
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writefictionTitle: Accepting Trust
Chapter: 14 - cross my heart
Author:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
writefiction
Pairing: Seb/Benji
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimor: Do not know or own. Completely fiction.
Summary: Benji's the punk the new kid at school learns to trust. There's an instant connection, an instant attraction.
Previous Chapters: One+Two+Three+Four+Five+Six+Seven
Eight+Nine+Ten+Eleven+Twelve+Thirteen
Dedication: Tohellonwheels01 b/c she's been waiting patiently. :)
Comments are greatly appreciated :)
CHAPTER FOURTEEN: cross my heart
It's well past noon on Saturday. Just about four pm. Benji hasn't called at all today. I've decided to just go to his place. At my front door, I turn and call out.
"Mom! I'm goin' over to Benji's!" My mother appears from around the corner.
"Will you spend the night?" she asks. I shrug.
"Probably."
"Okay. Then I'll see you tomorrow," my mom replies. I smile.
"Bye." Then I'm out the door.
A little while later I'm hopping up the steps to Benji's front door. I knock and go right in. Ms. Madden appears from the kitchen.
"Well, hello, Sebastien," she says with a smile. I smile back.
"Hey. Is Benji here?" I ask. Ms. Madden frowns.
"Yeah, he is. But the poor dear is sick. Joel gave him that stomach bug," she explains. I nod.
"Is it okay if I still visit him?"
"I don't want you to catch his bug, Sweety."
"I don't mind," I tell Ms. Madden. She smiles.
"You love my boy, don't you?" she says. I blush and look at my feet. "I think it's wonderful, Sebastien," she tells me. "Benji hasn't stopped talking about you since you've moved here." I smile.
"Really?" She nods. I can't stop myself from grinning. That information is somewhat exciting to me.
"If you're going to stay here, I might as well go to work. Benjamin doesn't need the two of us fussing over him," Ms. Madden speaks up. "So I'll go get ready. You go on up to your boyfriend." I smile.
"I'll see you later, Ms. M," I say. She gives me a nod and I head up the stairs.
The door to the twins' room is open. Benji's curled up in a ball, hidden beneath his blankets. Or at least that's what I assume the lump in the bed is. I quietly set down my bag and slip my Vans from my feet. I hike up my baggy Dickies and walk around to the other side of the bed.
I crawl beneath the blankets. Benji groans and gives me a little push.
"Go away, Joel," he whines. I touch my lips lightly to his forehead, running my fingers through his soft black hair.
"Seb." His eyes open.
I pull the covers off our heads to see my boyfriend better. I comb my fingers through his hair.
"Hey," I greet him softly.
"What're you doing here?" Benji asks.
"You didn't call me so I thought I'd come over," I answer with a shrug, continuing to comb my fingers through his hair. "I hear you're a sick little guy."
"That's why you need to leave," Benji says. "I don't want you to get sick too."
"Don't worry about me, Sweety," I tell him. "Besides, if I get sick you'll just have to come take care of me." I smirk and Benji gives a weak smile.
"True dat," he replies.
I move up the bed towards the pillows. Then I hold out my arms and say,
"C'mere. Let me hold you." Benji moves up the bed. He curls against my side, laying his head on my chest. I pull the blankets up over my boyfriend's shoulder, then wrap my arms around him.
"Thank you for coming over," Benji says quietly.
"It's no problem, Sweety," I reply, kissing his head. "You rest now."
It's been a few hours. Benji has been alternating between sleeping and puking his guts out. Every time he vomits, he ends up crying. I wish there was more I could do. But really, all I can do is rub his back, wash his face, hold him and try to soothe him.
Now Benji's curled up on his bed. I strip to my boxers and slide beneath the blankets. Benji instantly curls into my side, resting his head on my chest. I wrap my arms around him tightly as he speaks.
"Where's Joely?" he asks.
"He's staying over at Billy's," I answer.
"You're not gonna leave me too, are you?" Benji counters.
"'Course not, Sweety," I tell him. "I'mma stay right here."
"You won't ever leave me, will you?"
"Well, I'm gonna have to go home at some point," I joke.
"I know that. But I mean, you're not gonna leave me like you left David." I frown.
"Are you worried about that?" I ask. Benji nods. "Oh, Sweety. That's not gonna happen."
"How do you know?"
"I won't let them take me away from you. I let it happen once, I won't let it happen again."
"Promise?"
"Cross my heart."
I kiss the top of Benji's head. Then I stroke his hair.
"You sleep now," I tell him. "I'll be here when you wake up." Benji squeezes me. After a few minutes his breathing becomes slow and rhythmic. Only after I'm sure he's asleep, do I let myself drift off.
I wake to someone trailing kisses over my neck and jaw. Only one guess who it could be.
"Mmm. Someone's feeling better," I say. I feel Benji's breath on my ear.
"I'm feeling much better," he whispers. I open my eyes to look at him. He's actually smiling and the color has returned to his face.
"You look better," I tell him. He grins.
"The good thing about this stomach bug is that the whole puking thing only lasts one day," he says. "But I'll have the sniffles for a while." He shrugs. I run my fingers through his hair.
"Well that's good," I reply.
We stare at each other for a few moments in silence. Then I lean up to kiss Benji's forehead.
"So you really feel better?" I ask. Benji nods.
"Thank you for taking care of me," he says quietly.
"It wasn't any trouble," I reply, combing my fingers through his hair. Benji buries his face in the crook of my neck. I smile and hold him tighter.
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[two months]
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Chapter: 14 - cross my heart
Author:
writefictionPairing: Seb/Benji
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimor: Do not know or own. Completely fiction.
Summary: Benji's the punk the new kid at school learns to trust. There's an instant connection, an instant attraction.
Previous Chapters: One+Two+Three+Four+Five+Six+Seven
Eight+Nine+Ten+Eleven+Twelve+Thirteen
Dedication: To
hellonwheels01 b/c she's been waiting patiently. :)Comments are greatly appreciated :)
CHAPTER FOURTEEN: cross my heart
It's well past noon on Saturday. Just about four pm. Benji hasn't called at all today. I've decided to just go to his place. At my front door, I turn and call out.
"Mom! I'm goin' over to Benji's!" My mother appears from around the corner.
"Will you spend the night?" she asks. I shrug.
"Probably."
"Okay. Then I'll see you tomorrow," my mom replies. I smile.
"Bye." Then I'm out the door.
A little while later I'm hopping up the steps to Benji's front door. I knock and go right in. Ms. Madden appears from the kitchen.
"Well, hello, Sebastien," she says with a smile. I smile back.
"Hey. Is Benji here?" I ask. Ms. Madden frowns.
"Yeah, he is. But the poor dear is sick. Joel gave him that stomach bug," she explains. I nod.
"Is it okay if I still visit him?"
"I don't want you to catch his bug, Sweety."
"I don't mind," I tell Ms. Madden. She smiles.
"You love my boy, don't you?" she says. I blush and look at my feet. "I think it's wonderful, Sebastien," she tells me. "Benji hasn't stopped talking about you since you've moved here." I smile.
"Really?" She nods. I can't stop myself from grinning. That information is somewhat exciting to me.
"If you're going to stay here, I might as well go to work. Benjamin doesn't need the two of us fussing over him," Ms. Madden speaks up. "So I'll go get ready. You go on up to your boyfriend." I smile.
"I'll see you later, Ms. M," I say. She gives me a nod and I head up the stairs.
The door to the twins' room is open. Benji's curled up in a ball, hidden beneath his blankets. Or at least that's what I assume the lump in the bed is. I quietly set down my bag and slip my Vans from my feet. I hike up my baggy Dickies and walk around to the other side of the bed.
I crawl beneath the blankets. Benji groans and gives me a little push.
"Go away, Joel," he whines. I touch my lips lightly to his forehead, running my fingers through his soft black hair.
"Seb." His eyes open.
I pull the covers off our heads to see my boyfriend better. I comb my fingers through his hair.
"Hey," I greet him softly.
"What're you doing here?" Benji asks.
"You didn't call me so I thought I'd come over," I answer with a shrug, continuing to comb my fingers through his hair. "I hear you're a sick little guy."
"That's why you need to leave," Benji says. "I don't want you to get sick too."
"Don't worry about me, Sweety," I tell him. "Besides, if I get sick you'll just have to come take care of me." I smirk and Benji gives a weak smile.
"True dat," he replies.
I move up the bed towards the pillows. Then I hold out my arms and say,
"C'mere. Let me hold you." Benji moves up the bed. He curls against my side, laying his head on my chest. I pull the blankets up over my boyfriend's shoulder, then wrap my arms around him.
"Thank you for coming over," Benji says quietly.
"It's no problem, Sweety," I reply, kissing his head. "You rest now."
It's been a few hours. Benji has been alternating between sleeping and puking his guts out. Every time he vomits, he ends up crying. I wish there was more I could do. But really, all I can do is rub his back, wash his face, hold him and try to soothe him.
Now Benji's curled up on his bed. I strip to my boxers and slide beneath the blankets. Benji instantly curls into my side, resting his head on my chest. I wrap my arms around him tightly as he speaks.
"Where's Joely?" he asks.
"He's staying over at Billy's," I answer.
"You're not gonna leave me too, are you?" Benji counters.
"'Course not, Sweety," I tell him. "I'mma stay right here."
"You won't ever leave me, will you?"
"Well, I'm gonna have to go home at some point," I joke.
"I know that. But I mean, you're not gonna leave me like you left David." I frown.
"Are you worried about that?" I ask. Benji nods. "Oh, Sweety. That's not gonna happen."
"How do you know?"
"I won't let them take me away from you. I let it happen once, I won't let it happen again."
"Promise?"
"Cross my heart."
I kiss the top of Benji's head. Then I stroke his hair.
"You sleep now," I tell him. "I'll be here when you wake up." Benji squeezes me. After a few minutes his breathing becomes slow and rhythmic. Only after I'm sure he's asleep, do I let myself drift off.
I wake to someone trailing kisses over my neck and jaw. Only one guess who it could be.
"Mmm. Someone's feeling better," I say. I feel Benji's breath on my ear.
"I'm feeling much better," he whispers. I open my eyes to look at him. He's actually smiling and the color has returned to his face.
"You look better," I tell him. He grins.
"The good thing about this stomach bug is that the whole puking thing only lasts one day," he says. "But I'll have the sniffles for a while." He shrugs. I run my fingers through his hair.
"Well that's good," I reply.
We stare at each other for a few moments in silence. Then I lean up to kiss Benji's forehead.
"So you really feel better?" I ask. Benji nods.
"Thank you for taking care of me," he says quietly.
"It wasn't any trouble," I reply, combing my fingers through his hair. Benji buries his face in the crook of my neck. I smile and hold him tighter.
Stay Tuned for Chapter 15!!!
[two months]
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Did you hate it?
Let me know!
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