shame on you, you fool me once

I can't sleep so I thought I'd update this thing. I went to my regular dentist on Monday. He took another x-ray from a different angle. Then he filled my broken tooth. Seems it was broken exactly. It was a filling that fell out. And actually it was what was causing most of the pain in my face. Srsly. But now it's all filled and my mouth only hurts a little from the infection. I still have to go to the oral surgeon. But my regular dentist wants to keep me on the antibiotics until I can go see the surgeon. (insert eyeroll) so I'll be sleeping a lot for the next two weeks. But apparently I've already fucked up my sleeping schedule as it's 1:48am and I'm still awake. I am so pissed off at this.

I feel kind of restless, kind of bored. I don't like it. I want to write but I don't really have any inspiration/motivation to do so. I also want to keep practicing my chibi drawing but that would involve turning on the lappy to look at my drawing guides. I knew I should have just printed them out the other day when I was drawing. But noooo, I'm too lazy to do that, thinking, oh, I'll just do it next time. Blah.

Anyway, not much is going on here. All my dad's side of the family have facebooks so we're all going around friending each other. It's fun to find people your related to that you don't really know. All my brothers and sisters have facebooks now which is wicked fun. But only one of them won't friend any of them but me bc we grew up together so she only considers me her sister, not any of our other siblings. She's the odd one out. But whatever. I love my siblings and I miss them a lot.

Jaclyn & I almost went to buy me rats the other day. My mom didn't want me to get rats but I felt like it should be my decision, I'm an adult and I'd be the one taking care of them physically and financially. So I got the guts up to tell my mom a few hours before Jaci picked me up that that's what we were going to do. My mom told me that if I bought rats I better find a new place to stay. We talked it over and there is no compromising on the topic. The only compromise we could work out is that if I can hold off till we can buy our own place she'll consider getting me a little lap dog that I can cuddle with and take on walks and not have to leave at home if we go to visit famly. I've wanted that for years but my mom said we could only have a cat. Turns out my mom would prefer not to have any animals so if it wasn't for me we wouldn't even have Buddy. She twists her words around bc she knows I have a hard time remembering things. And whose going to believe the girl on psychiatric drugs over the mentally healthy mother?

I guess that's it for now. I'm getting sleepy. Maybe I should have a bowl of cereal that always helps.

Goodnight f-list.

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