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I've had a couple of awful days. I feel sick as all hell, all I can do is sleep and my kidney is hurting again. My sister has her AIM status as some people shouldn't cut their hair so short because it makes them look like a man wicked baaaaaaad :) just sayin. I'd like to know how she knows I even cut my hair. She's probably trolling my myspace cuz that's not private and my facebook is.

Anyway. Last night Adam Lambert performed on American Idol. It wasn't my favorite performance of Whataya Want From Me but it still brought a tear to my eye. That song means more to me than anyone will ever understand. Not even Hanson has come out with a song that has touched me so deeply. But it really hurt when someone I thought was the kind of friend who wouldn't be so unkind as to say sorry, Amanda, but eeeeewwww! Adam Lambert! Gross! Its not that I care so much about her liking him or not. It's the fact that she thinks she "forewarned" me not to read her tweets about how she doesn't like him. I'm sorry but saying ew gross in an @reply to your friend is not a forewarning. It's a big fuck you in the face. So I kind of got made and replied with, you don't need to ruin it for me. This song is personal and means more to me than anything hanson has done in the last 13 years.

This morning I emailed her to apologize for freaking out on her. I also explained how much her words hurt me after such a personal song was performed. I even explained how much that song means to me. But she comes back with that she's not going to apologize because she didn't do anything wrong and he IS gross. She can have her own opinion and I'm just too sensitive.

Yeah, I'm sensitive, I can't help it. I'm allowed to have my own feelings and there's nothing wrong with them. It's what I do with them that matters. I said something not so nice and then apologized. Yet when I tell her that saying he was gross upset me, she says it AGAIN!!! WTF?! Srsly, she could just say that she doesn't like him and be done with it. Someone else said that they don't get the appeal and I didn't jump on her because of it because she was respectful of other peopel's feelings. And while this girl may not have known at first how upset I'd get, you would think she could hold back in her email from calling him gross again when she specifically knew this time that those words are upsetting to me.

Also has she even listened to any of his songs or read about how much he does for donorschoose.org? Maybe the only thing she bases her opinion on is his AMA performance, which is stupid because he's more than that. So much more. He's kind of fucking brilliant if you ask me. He's a legend in the making that I'm so grateful to be getting to witness. It's like Elvis all over again.

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• 08:16 I think I lied 2 jeff. He asked me if I was feeling better & I sed yes. Well now I'm not so sure :/ #
• 08:41 @rachiegrl6 I know. But now I want to like call him up and be like, yeah I was wrong. lol #
• 08:44 My kidney hurts :/
  Just 5 more days till I see the specialist. It can't come fast enough. #
• 08:56 Coughing when you have an unsettled tummy is scary. #
• 09:19 @chipcoffey omg! You're going to be in NH?! I have to look it up on your website & see if I can make it! I <3 you & would love to meet you! #
• 09:39 Why isn't tweetdeck working on my computer?! Grrrrr! Restarting lappy. Hopefully that will help. #
• 10:20 okay, so I've got tweetdeck up on my computer again. Hopefully when I close out again, it won't freak out & make me add my accounts again. #
• 10:28 damnit. why is it that every time I want to talk to my mom she's either on the phone or away from her desk?! #
• 10:34 Damn. Mom said @chipcoffey may not be coming close enough to us even tho he'll be in NH for us to go see him :( #
• 10:34 I should probably mapquest how far away it is and check. #
• 10:47 Mom thought it was 4 - 5 hours to get to Mt Washington. It's only an hour 39 minutes! Maybe she'll change her mind *fingerscrossed* #
• 10:52 apparently I'm too sensitive & shouldn't read people's tweets when they pop up on my screen. idek. #
• 10:57 @mindchnger wait, does he want to watch the season or just when they used his song? bc yeah, he shouldn't watch that. Or put it on mute! #
• 11:09 I think I need to lay down. I feel like utter shit. I should probably take some Extra Strength Tylenol too. #
• 11:31 I should srsly become a hermit. I can't stand interacting with ppl. They always let you down. Better 2 stick with my animals. #
• 13:53 @chipcoffey I may be able to convince my mom for us to go. She thought it was 4 hours away & it's only 1hr 39min! #
• 14:13 @prettyzombiegrl wanted to let u know I read your email & Im not writing back. I think it would just cause more problems. #
• 14:14 Oh where oh were has my little Scorp gone? Oh where oh where can she be? ^.~ (@scorptwitr ) #
• 14:24 I hope I emailed my mom what she wanted cuz I'm sick of being on this damn computer. I just want to lay back down & sleep. (cont) #
• 14:25 (cont) I feel like shit still... physically & emotionally. I just want to be a hermit. people suck. no matter what. #
• 15:28 @scorptwitr you've been gone allllllllll daaaaaay! Your RL sucks for keeping you from me. But glad it's been so productive ;) <3 #
• 15:31 Is it weird that when my tummy is unsettled the only thing I crave is mcDonalds? My mom's like that too. #
• 15:45 @scorptwitr I'm mad at RL in general today. I'm not feeling any better & I wish I'd just vomit already so I can feel better >.< #
• 15:45 @scorptwitr <333 }}!{{ #
• 15:48 @scorptwitr ((((hugsback)))) your hugs are way better than your magic wand any day ;D #
• 16:29 Agreed!! RT @scorptwitr: GlamNation Tour. Adam will leave a trail of glitter across N.America. We'll never be the same afterward. thank god! #
• 18:58 Tummy is feeling better now that there's Mickey D's in it. Also it took us trips to 3 stores to get 1 carton of cigarettes. It's a sign. ^.^ #
• 19:08 @fpoetic hey! No spoilers Missy! We who have cable still have an hour to go. :p #
• 19:11 @scorptwitr what do you watch on Thurs night? I'm a vampire diaries/supernatural kinda girl. It's the 100th episode sure to be good #spn100 #
• 19:12 @fpoetic haha s'okay. You didn't give much away ;) #
• 19:21 @scorptwitr omg! Sumthing we DONT have in common?! The world just might end! *hides in hopes of surviving the apocolypse we've brought on* #
• 19:24 OMG! what are those ppl doing up there?! They sound like they're going to come through the ceiling!!! #
• 19:26 @scorptwitr I feel like I don't know u anymore. </3 *tries to keep a straight face which is hard when ur only straight-ish* (bad joke) #
• 19:28 Dear @chipcoffey y o y do u have 2 come 2 NH when we r in the process of buying a house & packing for the move? If only I'd known sooner :'( #
• 19:32 @chipcoffey it's all good. Just come back real soon! And thanks :) #
• 19:33 @scorptwitr hey wait! We have something else in common! We're both dorks! haha! Everything is right once again :D <3333333 #
• 19:39 @scorptwitr chip coffey apologized 4 coming so close 2 me when Im not able 2 make it 2 his reading! I always feel special when he twats me:) #
• 19:42 @scorptwitr apparently I'm now "Internet drama" *eyeroll* can't anyone express their feelings anymore on their personal LJ w/out being drama #
• 19:44 @scorptwitr he's a psychic/medium that helps out the ppl on Paranormal State. They investigate hauntings & try to help the families :D #
• 19:53 @nisforneville possibly, my ears are cold now with this weird-ass weather. How much? #
• 19:55 Doesn't like getting spammed for mentioning one thing in an @reply. Apparently ppl are desperate to sell houses. #
• 19:59 Love hearing Bones sing! #
• 20:03 @nisforneville that's reasonable. Would u let me send cash in an envelope? If yes, could u hang on 2 it til we have a definite move date? #
• 20:07 @scorptwitr did u get my dm? #
• 20:10 @nisforneville cool! I'll send it right away :) #
• 21:18 I love being the crazy girl that can't keep friends. #
• 21:32 RT @hansonmusic: If our new video get over 250k by end of tomorrow, I will give and random retweener this painting yfrog.com/bcz1uj #
• 21:33 RT @hansonmusic: Shout it Out about our New Music Video! bit.ly/aL0t8Y #
• 21:47 @prettyzombiegrl nvr sed u couldnt just sed that mayB when replying 2 sum1 u shouldn't say sumthing 2 them u KNOW is going 2 upset them more #
• 21:53 @detectivekerry wait, what?! When did he say this?! I wanna flail too! #
• 21:54 @prettyzombiegrl YOU ignore it when ppl say shit about YOU? that's HILARIOUS! #
• 22:00 @prettyzombiegrl know what? you're right, I'm wrong. Feel better? #
• 22:00 @detectivekerry I don't see it :/ #
• 22:15 Unfollow: check. Block: check. #
• 22:41 wow. that's....nice.... RT @israelhilton: my perverted boyfriend bought a book called "the book of big penis" #
• 22:45 @scorptwitr completely appropriate! #
• 22:50 @RedHattedChick My teeth r all str8 xcept 1. I got my braces off 2 mnths early & my permanent retainer doesnt touch that tooth so it turned #
• 22:54 @RedHattedChick its like Lana Lang's tooth on Smallville except its on the bottom. lol. Lots of ppl have a thing 4 straight teeth *shrug* #
• 22:58 @RedHattedChick ah, yes I see The only bad thing about this tooth is that it catches on my bottom lip making me bite it a lot & it HURTS lol #
• 23:18 @RedHattedChick it's a permanent retainer. It's cemented to the back of my teeth. #
• 23:22 @RedHattedChick I dont think it can ever come off. Its stupid bc I wore my upper retainer religiously & would have done the same w/the lower #
• 23:25 @scorptwitr I'm sure the correct answer is the glambulge. ;) #
• 23:28 @scorptwitr woot! #
• 23:30 Ok lovelies it is time to hit the hay & remember if ur sick eat a 1/4 lber frm Mickey Ds & u'll be all better! Sweet dreams. No nightmares. #
• 23:31 @scorptwitr goodnight I love you thanx 4 not being one of THOSE girls. Hugs n Kisses. <333 }}!{{ #
• 23:33 @RedHattedChick aw. Well i'm sure any fast food cheez burger would help. And xtra salty fries. It's the combo of grease & salt that does it. #
• 23:42 I have 15 days 2 decide if I want 2 signup 4 the hgc. Not sure if I want 2 do it anymore bc of 1 1/2 of who's running it. *shrug* we'll see. #
• 23:44 I still have my glasses on. I should probably take them off if I'm going to sleep. o_0 #

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